Decode Delusional DeSouza

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Misguided Mind.

I have to wonder why is that people make such statements with ease

As if they have truly experience or understand everybody else’s lives.

I always think to myself:

How ignorant.

How hypocritical.

Then again, so am I.

But, I judge.

Everybody does.

It has just been annoying me.

That the closest people to me

Seem to fail me when I really needed to them to come through

I wished that with age comes maturity.

Sadly and sorely mistaken.

You, older, should stop sprouting insensitive things

Thinking that you’re right.

Belittling others for you own sadistic ego.

You feel pain?

So do others.

>You feel the world is lush and happy?

Please take a look at what’s going around more often.

Yes, to each his own.

You may lead a beautiful life.

Whatever comes at you, you take in your stride.

But please do not use your world and impose those standards on other people’s world

Especially by making those careless and thoughtless statements.

What you see is not what I see,

And not necessarily what someone else sees.

Don’t fool yourselves that the person who agrees with you all the time is the closest.

So the ones who tell you otherwise should be your enemy then?

I wonder why.

I simply can’t be bothered.

I can’t be bothered to tell you off.

Many of you off, in fact.

It would be a waste of my time.

And I would like to spare myself of some anguish I might face.

We would always compare ourselves with the people who lead better lives.

But I see my life in comparison to many others out there who still continue to suffer.

I might want to re-evaluate myself sometime now.

Especially when my state of mind is not as high and flighty as when usual.

I guess I lost many parts of myself during the process of pursuing selfish things

Selfish.

I am plainly that now.

But I haven’t lost my compassion.

I hope insensible writings like that would cease.

They are just evidence of how little you know,

Of how naïve you are.

“Now I'm told that this is life

And pain is just a simple compromise

So we can get what we want out of it”

Paramore; Misguided Ghosts

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